During my wanderings in the time the BDSM world that was new to me, I met a guy some David Jackson who claimed to own DDI magazine. He was curious and interested in me because my photo had appeared in his magazine during some journalism on the London Fetish Fair, where I had recently wowed audiences with my very public appearance in a clear rubber catsuit, with my own creations. He called a meeting to discuss me being on the front of his magazine. I thought, WOW, more publicity = success = makes me feel so much more powerful etc etc. I needed that at the time. I needed it because deep down I felt so insecure and suddenly this felt like respect!.
Then he said to me “Do you accept money for DOMMING MEN?” well, to be honest I thought this was a strange first question, hardly anything to do with modelling or promoting what I make like the costumes at the fetish events.. huh? I answered, yes I would, but there isn’t much of it around, it’s not my main ‘career’ [guffawing with laughter inside - like I REEEAALLY should be taken seriously as some mistress, I mean, come on! I was SO NEW to the idea of BDSM, all I knew was that I only liked rubber and latexporn, and making latex, and the humble respect I seemed to get].
I didn’t envy the women that do this for a career, to me it seemed tough and not that rewarding. So ‘Yes’ I said, ‘but it depends if I want to play or not’. With that David went on to say it was his magazine policy that Dommes paid for entry into the magazine, and that strictly only models went onto the front cover, not pro-dommes, or ‘semi-dommes’ [new one on me, what the feck is a 'semi' domme?]. He then tried to sell me advertising space etc to bootstart my newly assumed career in ‘pro domming’, and off was the meeting on being the next front cover girl. DAMN! I thought, why do people think I am making money, or want to make money out of this game I thought. I love LATEX! that’s all! I just have to make it to sustain my ridiculous addiction to it, and if some geek boy wants to be my gimp for money, GREAT! Think I’d swap my nerdy hobby addiction for some dead end career in domming? No thanks. Talk about finding the perfect way to kill your addiction to latex by taking on the service game!
So, Girls!, if you want to be on a the front cover, NEVER admit to exchanging ‘tribute’ for your act of play. Apparantly it gets other Domme’s heckles up cos they all want to compete for the front cover. As I said, Domming is a tough game and not that rewarding I believe for the effort, having drawn my opinion from speaking to other dommes who seem almost embittered to men. So DDI NEVER shows a real Latex mistress on the front cover. They are all models, dressed in tut. It happens to be latex porn girls that sell the magazine but not a real latex mistress.
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