I have a rubber doll at home. Here it is waiting for maid service while I chill at home watching rubber porn in my ballet blochs as slippers.
I’m not always nice to my rubber doll. It isn’t like a sex doll. It’s just around like many or the oddities around me I seem to end up collecting that entertain me. I do understand the doll fetish – Indeed, I dream of having a go myself, but everyone is particular about their erotic ideals, and mine although varied would also be considered an oddity.
Here is a video diary showing the real doll wandering around at home, just a tiny crossection into the relationship I have with the rubber doll.
In the video I make use of the doll just in an ordinary day-to-day use of maid service. There’s nothing really intimate going on. It just does a bad job of everything and earns punishment, all.. the time >:-] I can’t help being cruel to it, it has one of those faces that hides all it’s emotions, so its just blank and deserves nothing more. If it was a fully enclosed cute thing or sinister gimpy thing, or pig thing, I might change attitude to it. Thats the thing about rubber dolls. They are real life toys. I like them because they are safe to play with. And should be nice and shiney and clean. You can impose chores and rules and contracts on them. And within the rules that are right for you to enjoy employ the right punishments.
This maid suffers long term enclosure in the rubber. Up to two days at a time. It has 4 layers, which are tight, retrictive, fully enclosing through to an underhood with mask over. It has narrow vision through it’s punched pupils. It strenuates against breath control through it’s punched nose holes and sealed mouth. Sometimes it changes it’s face to a softer more realistic foam latex mask, where the mouth has freedom for eating and drinking. I prefer the glossy masks though. I prefer things to look fake and plastic. So often the maid will starve for 24hours at a time when it cannot eat. The hood is locked onto it’s under corset. It’s neck collar is also locked on over the dress. The confinement and knowledge that it must rely on me as keyholder to last a couple of days is enough for it to maintain self restraint. It cant get any relief because the immediate after affect is to realise the sweaty discomfort of the rubber. This is always bearable if you have not over excerted yourself. It’s also a self controlling method of weight loss!
Personally I cant take it. I mean I like rubber – it’s just that I prefer the immediate fun, or dressing up to go out. It would be hard for me to maintain a rubber doll outfit for long. And I mean longer than 20 minutes! I like the fantasy, but the reality is hard to take. I have managed to do long stints on a few occasions, but to be honest it’s like overdosing on something I enjoy, It leaves me absolutley exhausted!
I do like all over coverage, and have many costumes to play like it. But I do not have a dollsuit! This is actually a big investment. Preparation is key to lasting in comfort, and that means the smallest details including tubeination.. it is expensive reconfiguration of any suit. So, for the effort, and money, I just enjoy the rubber porn, or spend on more various outfits I can have a broader spread of fun with.
I would personally like a doll suit that enclosed me all over – zentai style. That was anatomically correct below, and possibly over emphasised too. I want it shaped into my ass, and disguising my bits, maybe with overlarge and false big pussy like in the Karezza video:
Die Puppensammlerin
I think it’s the last scene where Ms Sandra shags the rubber doll, I like the way the rubber doll’s big banana lipped pussy drags and pulls on the rubber shaft. It makes amazing sucking noises. I can imagine the false rubber pussy tensioned over mine would feel pretty awesome.
Then after getting a really cool undersuit, I’d probably experiment with masking, and layering on different cutesy outfits. But! I’d only want the really cutesy kigurume stuff, and I’d be a sore player too! I wouldn’t want any of the mean stuff I dole out to that lumbering maid! I’d be out to please myself alone more like a La Blue Girl. Yeh, I’d love to be a rubber sex doll why not.
I recommend checking out Die Puppensammlerin if you’re opening your mind to the rubber doll Idea. It’s the best one I have seen so far for it.
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